Tarabik paluih den ;c

Hmm what a tiring day.. I am so000 exhausted;x I just got back from work. I can feel that my whole body was like trying to warning me to stop working. My effin god! It feels like shit, all the bitchy girls ugh, they disgust me!  Well, lets just forget about it. I don't know what's wrong with me this few weeks, my head, I don't know how to cure the headache ;s I already took my med but the pain still haunting me. How come? Pft. and and, even though I've been through so many hard times right now, deep inside he's still on my mind. Hmmm I miss him:'( I miss US :'( I'm still waiting for him ;(

I am dying because of u

It has been so very long but I still remember everything. I never thought we would ever be apart, but now it's been way too long. I just wanna hear ur voice. I know our life together has not been perfect, but that's just the way life goes. The way I feel for u doesn't go away. I thought after u left u would fade away from my mind but still everyday I wake up dreaming of our time together. I'll never forget u. I hope u still think of me too. There's nothing in this world that can compare to u and over these past years I've come to conclude that I feel like I am nothing without someone like u:( Though we've broken each other's hearts, we've always come back to try again but now this heart continues to break. All the promise's that u made, remember u said one day u were going to make me ur wife? I know that good things come to those who wait but my wonder is why does it take so long for those good things to arrive and why does the wait have to come with all these obstacles of hard and testing times? I am sick of this. Ya Allah:'( I'll wait as long as it takes because my love for u won't change in a year, twenty, not even a life time!!! U're always in my thoughts and prayers. Bak kata Brian Mcknight "U got the keys to my heart" macam tu la I rasa sekarang :'( Allah knows everything

"I'll be waiting for u.. here inside my heart I'm the one who wants to love u more..." 

:')

Oh its been a while!!! Well, my sister is getting married soon, so I am soooo busy preparing for her wedding thingy. Btw, my friend, Hadib is going to fly to Korea tonight for like 'a years' I think?-,- My effin god. He's like our bestfriend jugak kot. It hurts to accept but what else we can do and plus, its his dream to become a well-known footballer. Hadib, take a good care of urself, u're always in our thoughts. and and one thing, pls jangan lupa kitorang nanti. Of course we're gonna miss ur "pandai main!!!" Damn!!! Kalau dh famous jangan lupa kawan-kawan ayam kau ni k? Gonna miss ur green's helmet too hahahahah toodles