Hello hello

I've been busy lately with lot of things. Raya pun tk sempat update, well just forget about it. Papa pulak hari tu admitted hospital. Thats why takde masa nak update blog semua ni. Alhamdulillah, he's getting better now:) Plus, final exam is just around the corner. I don't know what to say. I'm not ready for my final exam! My oh my!This few days rasa lain macam. Asyik terfikir-fikir pasal ibu and also Allah. Setiap malam asyik terfikir, kalau lah tuhan tu nak amik nyawa aku time tu, senang je die terus amik. Tk fikir apa pun. Tah time tu keadaan aku macam mane la kan? Rasa macam diri ni kecil je di sisi Allah. Senang je die nak tarik nyawa kita. Tu pasal aku sekarang macam bila nak buat apa je mesti terfikir benda tu. So, aku lebih menghargai la hidup aku skrg ni walaupun tk berapa nak baik diri ni, but still, ade la jugak keinsafan dalam diri. Tak salah kan? I hope this feeling will always be there so that whenever I wanna do something bad, it'll automatically stop me. InsyaAllah. Yeah, nobody's perfect kan?

Heartache? Hmm well, there's nothing else I can say. Cause I'm tired of this. Kalau ade jodoh, ade la. Kalau tkde, nak buat macam mane. Dah bukan rezeki kan? I'm not sure which one of them who really were my soulmate. Asyik heartbroken je kan? Dah macam lali dh dengan semua ni. So, from now on, i'll just do my thing and hoping that someone will appreciate me and love me for who I am hehe no more nangis nangis please:)

"Mencintai tidak semestinya memiliki"