Yeaa this is the fact bout my life. Everyone always demanding the best from me. But, do they knows how i feel? Its easier said than done. No one knows how hectic it is. You cant just keep saying that Im still me, im the baddest as u can see. Its not like what u think. I've changed okay. See? No one cares rite? I know whatever it is, my mom is always the best than anyone. No one can loves me like she did.
there's the different between u and me. i've lost my mom. i've been struggling to survive without her. u are way too different with me. so u cant simply said that. without her, its like im living my life all by myself, alone. I dont deserve this. I cant stand this, ya allah. i just want my old life back. its killing me. Ibu, please come home. I mean come back. i need u everyday of my life *crying
i thought, having you here by my side could change my 'sadness life' but this few days i couldnt take it anymore. whatever situation it is, i just need ur support please. thats all im begging you. Please. just give me some support.
Ibu, there's no one i can manja with. Its killing me. I know i shouldnt act like this. But, i just hmmmm.
Tktau nk ckp ape dh. Dah speechless dah. Ibu please la, tolong la. please la. I really wanna meet u ;'(
Rindu semua psl ibu. Dh tkd dh nk kelua dgn ibu. Sedih sangat sangat. All this time, ive been pretending to be happy. I just cant show my silly face crying because of u. They would think that im begging for their sympathy. Im not like those typical girls who need an intention from everyone. Maybe i should just keep this as a secret i mean just me and Allah knows everything. how much i miss you and how much i need ibu right now :(
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