Lame saturday!

Its been 4 days he didnt msg me. Even one msg. I guess theres nothing between me and him anymore hmmm Yeah theres come this part when the guy dumped the girl and the girl was like 'what the? did he just dumped me? am i the DUMB one?' well actually I dont mind about it anyway its just that i think thats enough for me. To be frankly, too much guys cheated on me this past years. They're like snakes 'berputar belit'. Get what i mean?
Yeahh its too hard for me to find the perfect one cause as you all know nobody's perfect Isnt? So do I. So, from now on i dont think having a boyfriend is a good thing. Cause at the end, im the one who will be lonely and thats totally lame. So, how about from now on(yea yea yea and again, i kept saying 'from now on'), im having an open relationship. Have fun with anyone i want thats more cool. I mean theres no rules. So if you want me then good, we're cool here. I love you, you love me. thats how its gonna be now. But if u dont love me, then leave. So, its simple. You can do whatever u want, and i can do whatever i want. freedom isnt? Oh sorry? u're not thinking that this is a relationship? a love? Ooo i see now u're talking bout love isnt? Wow how impressed! U just talked about love? I mean from this past years u dumped me. Its like when it comes to 'you' i just can say "yeahh, he'll dump me one day..again. thats for sure" do u know why my mind said that? cause u've been doing the same damn thing over and over again ahh man dont ever ask bout me. Seriously, i just need my space i can do whatever i want as long as i didnt sleep with other guys. thats my way, so get used to it. What so bad bout me? I was thinking how bout u and other girls out there? Huh dont talk bullshit. Guys are just the same. So im here to say, from now on(yeahh again, hahaha), i'll not stalking u or i'll not get angry with you if you are with other girls i'll assume u're having an open relationship like me. Okay? Seriously i wont get mad about it. Im happy if you happy okay bby? SO whatever it is, we are still us dont worry i wont do anything stupid. Its like we both are good nothings happen. btw i miss you so much. *wtf wei i've been blogging macam sial la pulak die nak bace haha theres no way la kan die nak bace he dont even know my url hahah wak lu die nak bace jangan nk ting tong sgt la aku ni kan

back to our topic, well baby seriously im serious bout this. So hope we're still us. Im still me. I miss ur cute lil face while driving it makes me wanna kiss you:P and dayummmmmm just now i got an exam at school. The exam was like? erkkkkkk totally easy. yeah right easy kepala easy la sangat. Dah weng abis dh pecah otak fikir buat maths td *all of sudden tetibe tuka language hahahahah
well ini la name nye 1 malaysia. what the fuck? Im babbling? my prada! thats totally ewww *im pissed off with my fucking mouse who doesn't know how to stay at 1 place what the hell for god sakes its like moving here and there what the fuck and what the hell is happening to me? i kept saying what the fuck, from now on. Oh my louis vuitton! Cracked.

                                              

Well my flu and my cough not yet good still in process. for godsakes i cant stand this 'sengau'. tonight im goin to live centre. having fun with my darina damn its been almost 1week i didnt have much time to hanging out with my buddy s chill here chill there 1tequila 2tequila 3tequila then droooooooooooooooooooooooooooop! Hahaha guess what? im stealing papa's solvil titus wuuuuuu I looooike dont get jealous renee if u read this :-P