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WHAT A POOR LIL GIRL WHO NEED SOME ATTENTION FROM ME. I DONT KNOW WHY SHE DID THIS. WELL HONEY, NICE TRY.






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He ate my heart
He a-a-ate my heart 'you little monster Hahahahahah

a boring day of Friday

Suddenly, i cant stop thinking bout my mom. I just wish i could roll back the times :'( hmm well today was quite tired and totally hot ("wuw malaysia so hot!"). I am now at my dad's house listening to music while chatting with my friends and blogging. Yana went for vacation with atuk. My 'beloved' stepmom just went out just now with aqeel and 'dugung' to cinema. Pfftttt. Im so touched with this two songs. I kept repeating the same song :( Hmmm and my stomach, urghh totally in pain i tell you :x

Well i am not trying to show off or anything but today in bm class, pn noraini took my paper as one of the best essay's in the class. To be real, im kinda tersipu malu(in other words, 'kembang') sekejap td and renee keep on teasing me what the fuck man Huhh. Pn noraini told them bout the new teachers and they dont know who is he so i showed them the way that new teacher trademark i mean his shoulder is bongkok Hahahahahahah and suddenly pn noraini 'awak ni tak baik la hahahahaha' hahaha and renee cant stop laughing and followed with the ppl in the class damn it hahahaha. Renee got that freaking stupid flu and she's like 'huh leng chai got tissue ha? gimme one' she keep on asking that guy the same damn thing hahahah Poor lil girl, jibaoooook

And yet, im still listening to 'i want to know what love is' lalalalalalalal~

Lenjun day

This is about fahrin, yeah yesterday. Serious shit i am so fucking bengang with those fitnah they had told to media. Well nothing much happened bout yesterday but guess what? Hahahah renee mandi hujan semalam and she's looking so sexy and hot! Hhahaha dayummmm u're sexy chick! I just spilled the mineral water at her hair hahahah serves u right. At 1st, she's planning to buy the ice cream, she ask for via's money then when she turn back the ice cream man already gone (i want u to know tht it doesnt matter where we take this road some1 gotta go and i want u to know im already gone lalalalal~)Hahahhahaha that's totally funny Seriously FUNNY i cant stop laughing hahahahahahahahahahahah

u guys should see this *CSL

habis basah lenjun rmbut die wuuuuu dayumm!

*muatan besar and also beg besar 'a great combination :P

Ohhh btw i forgot to tell u guys last 4days i went to mid buying some bra's with my sister, my family also with us. We had our dinner at american chilli's (as usual). I cant stop thinking bout the most delicious chocolate fonte that we had there. Urghhhh totally fats!!

&&&i miss this

I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear. I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these, I just miss you! Hmpppppppp *flash back mode

Hmmm

Well today nothing much fun and its been 6days already he didn't msg me. Its okay, whatever it is i just have to accept everything because everything happened for reason, isn't? So, im thinking positive. Mygawd serious shit i dont think i can go on with addmaths Im fucking serious damn it its totally hard for me okay. But my sister didn't gimme permission to drop that subject urghhhh what a freaking sister pfffftttt(i didn't mean it akak.sorry no hearts feeling) and btw Wan Nadiah please dont take it serious me and renee was just joking that's our job i mean we're always like that right? Like u don't know us? Our typical attitude who loves to laugh about ppl's fault and what's the big deal anyway? Its just a small matter okay please and if u're making that face again, im freaking seriously going to repeat the same thing again =) *dont make me hurt u kehkehkeh

Hmmm well i didnt even watch anything bout fahrin's issues. Maybe tomorrow or tonight he'll update bout that and im still waiting for that. I don't have much time to watch tv in kakak's hse. Its totally boring*renee

Oh btw im on diet back right now. and i dont wanna join that stupid cheer with those stupid chinese girls who thinks that they can dance and thinks that the group is their's especially the captain! damnnn she's totally annoying her face is like urghhh WHAT THE FISH EVER *annoyed
Hmmm i saw hzq at bukit jalil just now damn he's getting bigger and bigger *miss you alots anja!

I gotta go and im still coughing urghhh cant stand it. Tomorrow is the most excitement day, cant wait! cuz there's a 'lots of tits' after school. Im going to buy it miss the ice blended already :(
for god sakes did i just said 'i gotta go' just now? So i guess i am seriously 'gotta go'. Fahrin, hope u'll just be fine okay. Love you always<3

Wait wait i forgot to tell u guys about the other day when i had this bad day having the flu,the cough,fever and all of em. The 1st day is on monday last week, i dont feel so good on that day but ive already reach to school so i think i can still go through it. but suddenly after recess i just vomit in the school stairs omygod that's totally embarrassing me. I already msg kakak to pick me up at school but she didnt replied my msg but 5mins afta the incident kakak ask me im in what class so i told her '4 gemilang'. about 20mins after that kakak picked me up. and guess what?!! Renee laugh at me 1st after helping me up on the stairs what the fuck man thank god i didnt act like darina who was merajuk with renee on the other day *hahaha sorry darina. and renee took the picture of my 'freaking geli muntah'

ewww totally disgusting right? erghhh i know that!

and my menu for 2 days i didnt go to school is this>>>

Thank you kakak*love love love

too much

Im totally pissed off bout this bullshits story in paper today. What the fuck man, seriously just stop it. You guys are totally desperate! Im so pity of you guys. On how you guys talked bout him. Seriously, it will harm ur self not him. He's just doing his thing and he's doing the right thing. Yes, good fr u guys. Before this he didnt do anything but now u guys are acting way too much so just wait and see.


Dear fahrin, just take it easy everything happened for reason i know you can get through all of this stupid story. U're way too matured too get through this. I know you and im praying the best for you. Just calm down okay. Im with you, always, through good and bad! May Allah bless you and sorry for my outspoken words. Seriously i cant control my temper. They're way too much. Sorry again for my words and all the best for you!

Love you always!!

with lots of love, ekin.

Lame saturday!

Its been 4 days he didnt msg me. Even one msg. I guess theres nothing between me and him anymore hmmm Yeah theres come this part when the guy dumped the girl and the girl was like 'what the? did he just dumped me? am i the DUMB one?' well actually I dont mind about it anyway its just that i think thats enough for me. To be frankly, too much guys cheated on me this past years. They're like snakes 'berputar belit'. Get what i mean?
Yeahh its too hard for me to find the perfect one cause as you all know nobody's perfect Isnt? So do I. So, from now on i dont think having a boyfriend is a good thing. Cause at the end, im the one who will be lonely and thats totally lame. So, how about from now on(yea yea yea and again, i kept saying 'from now on'), im having an open relationship. Have fun with anyone i want thats more cool. I mean theres no rules. So if you want me then good, we're cool here. I love you, you love me. thats how its gonna be now. But if u dont love me, then leave. So, its simple. You can do whatever u want, and i can do whatever i want. freedom isnt? Oh sorry? u're not thinking that this is a relationship? a love? Ooo i see now u're talking bout love isnt? Wow how impressed! U just talked about love? I mean from this past years u dumped me. Its like when it comes to 'you' i just can say "yeahh, he'll dump me one day..again. thats for sure" do u know why my mind said that? cause u've been doing the same damn thing over and over again ahh man dont ever ask bout me. Seriously, i just need my space i can do whatever i want as long as i didnt sleep with other guys. thats my way, so get used to it. What so bad bout me? I was thinking how bout u and other girls out there? Huh dont talk bullshit. Guys are just the same. So im here to say, from now on(yeahh again, hahaha), i'll not stalking u or i'll not get angry with you if you are with other girls i'll assume u're having an open relationship like me. Okay? Seriously i wont get mad about it. Im happy if you happy okay bby? SO whatever it is, we are still us dont worry i wont do anything stupid. Its like we both are good nothings happen. btw i miss you so much. *wtf wei i've been blogging macam sial la pulak die nak bace haha theres no way la kan die nak bace he dont even know my url hahah wak lu die nak bace jangan nk ting tong sgt la aku ni kan

back to our topic, well baby seriously im serious bout this. So hope we're still us. Im still me. I miss ur cute lil face while driving it makes me wanna kiss you:P and dayummmmmm just now i got an exam at school. The exam was like? erkkkkkk totally easy. yeah right easy kepala easy la sangat. Dah weng abis dh pecah otak fikir buat maths td *all of sudden tetibe tuka language hahahahah
well ini la name nye 1 malaysia. what the fuck? Im babbling? my prada! thats totally ewww *im pissed off with my fucking mouse who doesn't know how to stay at 1 place what the hell for god sakes its like moving here and there what the fuck and what the hell is happening to me? i kept saying what the fuck, from now on. Oh my louis vuitton! Cracked.

                                              

Well my flu and my cough not yet good still in process. for godsakes i cant stand this 'sengau'. tonight im goin to live centre. having fun with my darina damn its been almost 1week i didnt have much time to hanging out with my buddy s chill here chill there 1tequila 2tequila 3tequila then droooooooooooooooooooooooooooop! Hahaha guess what? im stealing papa's solvil titus wuuuuuu I looooike dont get jealous renee if u read this :-P

Typical Sunday!

Morning!!! *yawn
 Damn, i forgot bout the letters. Shit! How am i gonna face norani tommorow? Damn it damn it. Okay ekin chill. No need to worry. Haha yesterday renee told me that she saw chan and her son at tesco. Ohmyprada! Tesco? What the hell u doing in tesco my dear renee? So so lame -__- Yea yea yea fine, u're following ur 'cousin from kg' isnt? Hahahaha *CSL
Seriously i cant stop laughing bout the video wei. Serious shit. and also the 'ikan lemas' i've edited from video to picture. Hahahah cant wait to meet u at school. I'll surely set the picture as my default hp.

Still remember that pirate girl? Who got something on her face? Hahaha
Aziz is cute!!! Our jr, mygod. Did i told u bout him? Well, its weird cuz he's using my dad's name. Hahah 0__0

Well, love has taught me and love has changed me since we've met, when i knew you were the only man i ever really loved. From the start i could see us together and i heard my heart say, "I am going to marry him" (this was even before our first date!) i was shocked, (You were not my type!) but i was happy.

When expectations grew, my egotistical, selfish personality took over and my love for you became "conditional." I was torn and confused and i did not understand the love/hate relationship that was developing between us, so i broke up with you. (Better i do this then to go through hell with someone who did not love me.) Yet, after breaking up, I hurt every day for so long. I cried every night for several weeks. I hoped by some miracle you might intuitively know this. I did not believe the break-up might hurt you because, falsely, I believed you had no feelings for me. After the break up, i did not know where to go or what to do ;0

I've known you for a long years, and through those years i have learned so much about you. I've found out so many things that hurt me and pleased me all in the same token. On how u left me all the time, taking for granted bout me and all those things.

I've watched you grow from a silly, arrogant, cocky freshman, to a fine, sexy and responsible young man. and for that I'm grateful (even though you may not see it).

U may think i didn't notice bout that. But frankly, I did! Its okay, maybe i just have to forget bout you silently without you knowing ;0 *gasping for air

sebak

Yeaa this is the fact bout my life. Everyone always demanding the best from me. But, do they knows how i feel? Its easier said than done. No one knows how hectic it is. You cant just keep saying that Im still me, im the baddest as u can see. Its not like what u think. I've changed okay. See? No one cares rite? I know whatever it is, my mom is always the best than anyone. No one can loves me like she did.

there's the different between u and me. i've lost my mom. i've been struggling to survive without her. u are way too different with me. so u cant simply said that. without her, its like im living my life all by myself, alone. I dont deserve this. I cant stand this, ya allah. i just want my old life back. its killing me. Ibu, please come home. I mean come back. i need u everyday of my life *crying

i thought, having you here by my side could change my 'sadness life' but this few days i couldnt take it anymore. whatever situation it is, i just need ur support please. thats all im begging you. Please. just give me some support.

 Ibu, there's no one i can manja with. Its killing me. I know i shouldnt act like this. But, i just hmmmm.
Tktau nk ckp ape dh. Dah speechless dah. Ibu please la, tolong la. please la. I really wanna meet u ;'(
Rindu semua psl ibu. Dh tkd dh nk kelua dgn ibu. Sedih sangat sangat. All this time, ive been pretending to be happy. I just cant show my silly face crying because of u. They would think that im begging for their sympathy. Im not like those typical girls who need an intention from everyone. Maybe i should just keep this as a secret i mean just me and Allah knows everything. how much i miss you and how much i need ibu right now :(

all of sudden

Suddenly missing you, for about a couple of weeks we didn't had any conversation? What is happening to us? Okay its all because of me, is it? Hmm, well i miss you. I miss US. Hope u'll be fine without me okay? I had this instinct telling me that u got someone else *sigh
Hope it wont be happening ;x

still remember this?

What the fuck?

Aku memang dah abis bengang dengan pompuan ni. Mmg dh melebih-lebih. Pukul 5 aku dah kejut papa nak pegi jogging. of course la si babi tu pun pegi sekali(sape lagi, mak tiri aku la). lepas tu dah pukul 6 baru nak kua rumah. Memang sial. Dari tadi tak nak semayang dah nak kua baru nak semayang WHAT THE FUCK? pukimak sial la pompuan ni. Mmg ruin mood aku je. Tergedek2 sumpah mmg fucked up gila dgn mak tiri aku mmg sial fucker! Smpai2 bkt jalil dh pkul 6.50 pastu hujan. Mmg sial mmg sial. Kalau dah aku benci kau, mmg smpai bile2 aku benci kau Sial punye pompuan. Dah la kacau rumah tangga org jgn nk menggelabah la kau ingat sikit dulu kau dtg sini cikai gila tak kenal langsung ape2. skg jgn banyak cerita. U're so not my mother okay! Pehlesssss back off! I hate you so much. Menyemak je dalam hidup aku, annoying! I HATE U FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE! FUCKER! Dont act like u're so fucking kind because the fact U'RE NOT! FUCK U!
*memang pissed off gila

Saturday and my baby Louis Vuitton Damier Trevi PM

Well nothing much fun. Just now me and my sister go for a movie, cirque du freak the vampire assistant.

Well darren is sooo handsome and cute! Overall the movie totally funny cant stop laughing the way they act in the movie. eventhough the story is quiet hard to understand but still fun.

And shit, guess what? Kakak spilled some nasty cofee in my expensive LV what the fish? Im totally pissed off just now. I cant stop thinking bout that incident. Once i arrived home i took a glass of water and clean up the handbag' kinda frustrated because its a LEATHER okay?! Omygosh it cost my mom about 7k just to buy that LV. Get what i mean? Urghh. And dry it up with hairdryer Dont laugh. its not even funny okay. I have to. The 1st picture i took from google. And this is what happened to mine. Damn it

Im so sorry ibu:'(  I didnt mean to do that. Im careless! Im so sorry. Im going to jog, inform u later bout my bby okay, Xoxxo

2010

I've been busy lately. Sorry okay for not updating. Well, school was awesome and darn great! The 1st day i met renee and her hair was like? Hahahahah the mushroom is totally expensive okay. I cant stop laughing looking at her face, and everything bout her. I miss her serious shit man. And we got same class. oh yea im in the prinsip akaun class. Wuwww thats really creepy man ;X 'that is so not me'. thats not my decision. our school select and put us on that class we cant make any decision Fuck man. And this year lai lai is taking over low's place. urgh shit i hate this. Everyday in class me and renee was like so crazy. CSL bout the jokes we laughed at. Hahahahahahahah.

*part kelaka time renee kena tarik rmbut and she do that 'ikan lemas' face hahahahahahahahahah






Damn it, just u to know me and H broke up olredi. There's nothing i can say more just....Hmm nothing. Hope he'll be fine without me.


Miss my ibu so badly ;'(

till then, Xoxxo